oh bother

I've had this fundamental issue with this for awhile, or just in general. How much of what we see on television is real and how much is produced. I mean for crying out loud I was there for some of it and now I watch shows and dissect it. This is probably me still trying to figure out what the heck I'm doing with my life as I've worked in "reality" for the last year. It's like Pooh says, "Oh bother."